A Tiny Seed of Hope May 1 day Grow

We use to see our girlfriends collapsed from heartbreak. At that time, we felt that men are the meanest person on earth. They are heartless, vain, evil, kings of the devil and the list goes on and on.

But, did we ever think the other way around? Did we really take a peek on the other wall of the situation? My point is did we ever thought in one second how does a man undergo the same situation? Well, I never thought of it before. But now I realize it is more that we still don’t know. And yet, maybe some of us women don’t even want to know.

Men, even they are as tough as we seen they still have the so-called soft side. They do collapse from heartbreak as well as we women. But how many of us women, that really takes this into consideration when we want to end a relationship?

I am sure that many of us, thinks that our going-to-be-dumped boyfriend will be able to absorb all the so-called sad news of breaking up easily. Why? Well, for me it because they take a good care of us during the relationship and they guide us to walk through the entire journey. So perhaps we thought that our boyfriends are Superman. But reality is they are not.

Men do get sad when been dumped by their girlfriends. We women always thought that, when we leave our boyfriend, they will find another replacement within a day. I’m sure this is what we most women will think. Well, as far as I know, I did! There are some occasions that a man will find it is hard to replace their previous girlfriend just as how we felt it is hard to replace ours. Most of us will have to undergo the so-called ‘heart-repairing’ session. Well, men have this session too. Similar to us women, men turns to their friends. Well, one thing we know for sure; when u have a love relationship, don’t neglect your friends. Because we never know what will happen in the future. When heart-breaking situation like this happen, we can only think of our friends to turn to.

“Why she do this to me?”

“Didn’t she love me anymore?”

“Why is she so mean?”

Did this sound familiar? Of course it is. This is exactly what we hear from our girlfriends when they get dumped. Or even, these are the lines that we uttered when we get dumped by our so-called evil boyfriend. See the connection? What does we felt when we uttered these questions? We felt sad, we felt angry. We felt like wanted to give him a punch in his face. Well, it is possible that men felt the same to. And don’t get shocked if they felt like want to give us a big slap on our face.

Well, this explained why we can see some men murdered or even hurt their ex-girlfriends. And mostly these cases happen to those women who pull the triggers and end the relationship.

What we can conclude here is, girls please be extra careful when you want end up a relationship. Well, it doesn’t mean that you can’t. But just give extra cautions. Be careful of the words that come out of your mouth. Because men, they also human beings. And they have a feeling. We don’t want our used-to-be loving and romantic ex-boyfriends transform into a hulk or a bunch of Decepticons. Just be gentle when you want to drop the bombs. After all, we women are gentle from birth. It is a gift, so don’t waste it up. J

19th August 2007 ~ a trip to tambun n Cameron Highlands…

Went to tambun to meet dear kak chem KOL…had a delicious nasi ayam…see her cute little daughter…waa…what a great xperience..

but after tht lies even a greater one…we went to Cameron HIghlands…yayy…this is my first time…n im so excited…

its too bad we have to go back penang at the same day..i still havent xplore the whole cameron….huhu… T.T i think i need a long vacation…

some of nice shots we manage to take..

taken at The SmokeHouse’s front yard

The SmokeHouse Cameron Highland

I guess nowadays ppl like to reply to songs eh..
at first its Rihanna Umbrella song, replied by Chris Brown Remix of Umbrella (Cinderella). Now its Sean Kingston beautiful girl turns…replied by Jojo Beautiful Girls..
both songs are nice to hear..since the music is definitely the same..
but the lyrics…its kinda funny..but it makes sense though…however i still prefer Sean Kingston Version…

Beautiful Girls lyrics by Sean Kingston.

JR! Sean Kingston!

Chorus:
You’re way too beautiful girl
That’s why it’ll never work
You’ll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it’s over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it’s over

Verse 1:
See it started at the park
Used to chill at the dark
Oh when you took my heart
That’s when we fell apart
Coz we both thought
That love lasts forever (lasts forever)
They say we’re too young
To get ourselves sprung
Oh we didn’t care
We made it very clear
And they also said
That we couldn’t last together (last together)

Refrain:
See it’s very define, girl
One of a kind
But you mush up my mind
You walk to get declined
Oh Lord…
My baby is driving me crazy

Chorus:
You’re way too beautiful girl
That’s why it’ll never work
You’ll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it’s over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it’s over

Verse 2:
It was back in ‘99
Watchin’ movies all the time
Oh when I went away
For doin’ my first crime
And I never thought
That we was gonna see each other (see each other)
And then I came out
Mami moved me down South
Oh I’m with my girl
Who I thought was my world
It came out to be
That she wasn’t the girl for me (girl for me)

Refrain:
See it’s very define, girl
One of a kind
But you mush up my mind
You walk to get declined
Oh Lord…
My baby is driving me crazy

Chorus:
You’re way too beautiful girl
That’s why it’ll never work
You’ll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it’s over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it’s over

Verse 3:
Now we’re fussin’
And now we’re fightin’
Please tell me why
I’m feelin’ slightin’
And I don’t know
How to make it better (make it better)
You’re datin’ other guys
You’re tellin’ me lies
Oh I can’t believe
What I’m seein’ with my eyes
I’m losin’ my mind
And I don’t think it’s clever (think it’s clever)

You’re way too beautiful girl
That’s why it’ll never work
You’ll have me suicidal, suicidal, suicidal…

Here is the reply : enjoy!!

JoJo Beautiful Girls Lyrics

I’m way too cool for ya boy
That’s why it’ll never work
I’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it’s over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We’re only gonna do your dirt
We’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it’s over

Yeah yeah

I remember when
I was hanging with my friends
That’s when I caught your eye
You thought that I was fly
Right then you wished that I would be ya baby (be ya baby)
You try’d to spit some game
Asking me girl what’s ya name
Saw that ice upon ya chain
So I asked you the same
Something tells me that we’d have fun together (fun together)

I ain’t easy to find
I’m a one of a kind
Oh when I dutty wine
I know you’re only mine
Tonight is yours
Tomorrow’s for another guy (another guy)

I’m way too cool for ya boy
That’s why it’ll never work
I’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it’s over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We’re only gonna do your dirt
We’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it’s over

You’ve been calling me
Leaving messages all week
‘Cause your curiousity
Got ya knees weak

I’m not looking for a man
So I don’t want no confusion (no confusion)
I took ya to the floor
Got ya begging me for more
But that was my cue to go
So I hit the door
I left you hot
With your mind is still running wild (running wild)

I ain’t easy to find
I’m a one of a kind
Oh when I dutty wine
I know you’re only mine
If you stick around
Be careful not to fall in love (fall in love)

I’m way too cool for ya boy
That’s why it’ll never work
I’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it’s over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We’re only gonna do your dirt
We’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it’s over

Now a couple months have passed
Never thought that this would last
Oh everybody asked
How ya got a girl like that
But you should’ve known
That nothing lasts forever (lasts forever)
I mashed up ya mind
When I tell you lies
But boy don’t be suprised
That I’m seeing other guys
I’m too young to settle
And you should’ve known better (known better)

Damn all these beautiful girls (you should have known)
We’re only gonna do your dirt (cause I’ll have)
We’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it’s over

what the…

uwaaaa….im so damn sad today…y? B’cos, my baby got it first scratch today!!! I hate this!!! need to go for a repair paint? or not? i dunno!! darn….i really dunno…need consultation…huhuhuh…

uhh..i hate this feeling! T.T

*cry* *cry* *faint*

28th July 2007 ~ a date tht i’ll remember for the rest of my life…huhu.
y? becos today i am so damn happy…
whn im happy, i went for an ice cream threat…the flavor or the name of the ice cream will define my feelings…
n just now, i do the same…wht flavor? I choose Cornetto Tiramissyuu…huhuhu…Love in each bite…so im sure u guys know wht the cause of my happiness..muahahaha…

I Love my Baby~~muahhhhhsssss….

19072007 ~ My 2nd baby out today…huyayyy….
Fuel Tank RM60 T.T
Drive around georgetown…haha..

Cant believe tht i have my OWN car…haha..sis…dont be jealous!!!!

Im still excited n dunno wht to type here…haha…

daaaaaa

Even if the boat rocks fiercely, I rather be hurt badly than letting any passengers fall down!
Some1 used to tell me tht my love life wont be easy, sometimes i wish he is wrong.. Maybe its my fault for being so sensitive.
Maybe its my fault for being so dependant.
Maybe its my fault for being like this!
There can be so many maybes, but i wont give up.
I know it will hurt me so much, but i wont give up.

If my heart was meant to be broken again,please let the good times to be the moments tht i’ll remember forever.

Finally, he admit it…tht he made a mistake for such a long time already. Eventhough he tried to pay it back…i dont know y my heart still can’t give him a second chance.Im sorry dear, this is not going to work. But dear, thank you so much for trying this hard. Im sure u can have a better person after me~~

TOday heard Umbrella Remix at the radio…gosh..thts sound cool. Now its Rihanna, Jay Z n Chris Brown. A great collaboration i would say. Now this song stucks in my head already..huhu~~~

UMBRELLA (REMIX)

[jay-z]
REMIX
uhuh uhuh (Yea Rihanna)
(chris brown)
uhuh uhuh (Good girl gone bad)
uhuh uhuh (Take three Action)
uhuh uhuh
No clouds in my storms
Let it rain, I hydroplane into fame (Eh eh)
Come’n down with the Dow Jones
When the clouds come we gone
We Rocafella (Eh eh)
She fly higher than weather
And she rocks it better
You know me
An anticipation for precipitation, stacks chips for the rainy day(Eh eh)
Jay, rain man is back with lil Ms. Sunshine
Rihanna where you at?

[VERSE 1]
You have my heart, and we’ll never be a world apart
Maybe in magazines, but you’ll still be my star
Baby cause in the Dark, You can`t see shiny Cars
And that’s when you need me there
With you I’ll always share
Because

[CHORUS]
When the sun shines
We’ll shine together
Told you I’ll be here forever
said I’ll always be your friend
Took an oath Imma stick it out ’till the end
Now that it’s raining more than ever
Know that we`ll still have each other
You can stand under my Umbrella
You can stand under my Umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

[chris]
youre becoming a dream to me
a fairytale fantasy
nothing can never compare
an image to my memory
girl im asking could you be my queen?
a vision on a magazine
thats when ill be there
its something we both share
[because]
when the sun shine well shine together
you know ill be here forever
although its alot of rain outside
girl its gettin late and you can stay the night
but you can dip out anytime whenever
i can call a cab i aint tryna stress ya
im looking for the one with the glass slippa’

baby girl you can be my cinderella (ella ella eh eh eh)
you can be my cinderella (ella ella eh eh eh)
you can be my cinderella (ella ella eh eh eh)
you can be my cinderella (ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

you can run into my arms

[rihanna]
its okay dont be alarmed

[both]
come in to me

[rihanna]
there no distance inbetween (our love)

[chris]
so gon and say my name some more

[rihanna]
ill be all you need and more

[chris in a whisper]
(breaths deeply) you ready?

[both]
because

[rihanna]
When the sun shines
We’ll shine together
Told you I’ll be here forever
said I’ll always be your friend
took an oath im stick it out til the end

[chris]
but you can dip out anytime whenever
i can call a cab i aint tryna stress ya
im lookin for the one with glass slippa’
baby girl you can be my cinderella (ella ella eh eh eh)
[rhianna]
under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh)
[chris]
you can be my cinderella (ella ella eh eh eh)
[rihanna]
under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

[rihanna]
it’s rainin’
[chris]
rainin’
[rihanna]
ooh baby its rainin’
[chris]
rainin’
[rhianna]
baby come in to me
[chris]
Oh!
[rihanna]
come in to me…..

I like Chris Brown part "baby girl you can be my cinderella", wish u will say it to me. U know who u are~~~

Guys, my car loan has been approved…huyayy…today paid the deposit 500
nxt friday will pay the balance…
my car scheduled to get at 18th July..well i request for tht date actually…
easier for me to pay my installment… nge~~

tonite we argue again…eventhough already unofficially break up, i can see tht he is still reluctant to let me go..now im stucked…i dono wht should i do…

*faint*

Today…nothing much happen..just stay at home being dumb…haha..
neway, i just book a car…i cant believe i did it…hurmm..what car? a small n cheap car only..thts the only 1 i can afford now T,T..white in colour…
i will let u guys know the model whn it all approved…huyayy..called mommy t oask for her favour….to ask more money from daddy..haha..daddy sure get angry with me..but i know he loves me…he will give the money also…maybe not much..but im sure he’ll give some…daddy…i Luv u soooo muchh….muahhhhhssss…

Lil bro send sms, saying his result is out… 3.78..OMG..he’s getting better thn me…this is not rite…huhu…but really im proud of him..i hope he can forget the past n become a good son for daddy n mommy…n a good lil bro for me..eh..he always my good lil bro…luv u bro..lil sis change her phone number..whut? again? heart break again i guess…haha..dun worry sis…i know u have lots of spare part…nge~~~..we are the same..we can survive gal..haha…i told her abt my new guy in line…she’s eager to meet him..haha..i guess SPM holiday my lil sis will come here…going to spend my money of course T,T…need to start saving from now on…

im going for a diet….again…huyayy….wish me luck guys *wink wink*

I miss my sweetheart…hu~~ ..its to early, i know..but it can’t be helped ..I miss him T,T